MY SILLY DREAM

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If dream means to want something-- my dream for the future is for us to have the best version of ourselves that we forget the meaning of the word "failure". 

as we face countless of battles each day-- the younger me would be proud as I stand and fight for it. 

Everyday of my life as a kid I've wished to be  great woman who can stand on her own. To be brave, and to have a great and successful future. This little kid wants to be a Ballerina one day-- but time made it complicated-- money was a bit complicated. so, she dreamed to be an actress, and again, she failed to join. I was looking for something that could help people to be happy and live their lives-- so, I planned to be a Doctor one day. I saw people struggling at the hospital. Cries of people, pleading of woman to the nurses, doctors for their love ones to be saved. Yet, they were too late to make a move to have their wish come true. I wish for the future to be a great Doctor to save lives, to make their smiles stay a bit longer, to  have their time correcting their mistakes-- For them to love the people they forgot to love. To forgive the people who have wronged to them. Little Rhi would be sooo proud knowing she's close fulfilling that dream. 

Looking back at the terrains I've crossed, I know that I did well and hopefully I'm will do better as I face new rocks of battles. Being a doctor will test my patience-- I will be busy figuring things out, but hopefully I can still remember that without struggles I would've been afraid still, and crumbling in the corner. 

Comparing to the afraid to take risks Rhi, she's nonetheless brave today, and tomorrow. If I am an audience myself, would've gave Rhi big round of applause.

I made a short message to myself:

Succeeding your future means leaving behind the memories you've created when you were still at your "kiddo" stage-- freshly being at a childhood era. They say, 'It was for the best' but, what's more to life when you're just moving forward to achieve your goals? I wish to look back every time I made it. Every victories, I want to share it with my younger self. Because, without her, I would've turned down every opportunity coming. 

--Rhi🌻 

My dream would be great if I had every piece of my mistakes.